Saturday, September 13, 2014

Auto Biography


Beginning . Beginning is a word , a phrase , a saying , something that starts every story.in my case my beginning was my birth into this world. But before my beginning just a few days before, another story showed up,my mom's.

She was 9 months pregnant and she found out that i was positioned sideways not upward like most kids. so she had to have a Caesar Operation, and after the pain ,suffering , blood , sweat and tears, i was born into the world an innocent soul.who cried and cried while my parents laughed and smiled at me.
And did i mention my father is the one who did the operation?
Pretty cool right?
Most dads just stand and wait by they're wife and that's cool but my dad was actually in the process of the operation which is when i was born into the world.

After all that, i was finally born. a healthy baby , 39 CM long and weigh about 3,5 kg. so even as a baby i was pretty fat. after all the wonderful , excruciatingly grueling and endless torture of bullying i finally made it into the human i am now.I am currently 13 years old. i was born in the 23rd of December in the year 2000 and currently a student of SMA negeri 3 bandung.

That is one of the reasons i got bullied, because i was younger than most.But, i have supportive parents (THANK GOD). My mother's name is Marissa Julinda and my Father's name is Bayu Wahyudi. my mother is a Dentist and my father is a Obstetriciant . I have 1 adoptive brother his name is Ratiman and he lives in Cirebon. we still visit each other sometimes but we don't see each other that much.My parents and i currently live in Bandung, JL.Setra Murni 1 number.31

I went to SMPN 5 bandung as soon as i moved to Bandung and i was practically miserable. i didn't know anyone there i didn't know what to do so i did what any responsible teenager could do at the age of 10. i cried.

I know it won't solve anything but at least it helps. after i got settled in people are actually nice at first but then people started bullying me because they said i was so annoying and snobby. maybe i was but then would i know my mistake if they didn't tell me (P.S i was eavesdropping when i found out the reason they were bullying me (P.P.S I found this out at the end of the 7th grade))
I was so miserable back then so i started singing a lot more and that just made everyone hate me more. and so my reality started crumbling. my grades are getting lower and my classmates just talked more of me behind my back.

And when i was in the 8th grade. i met some decent friends and i was having so much fun that i forgot reality it's some sort of a phase for me. me unleashing all the anger that was in me. my close_, friend at the time was Atsa and in the 2nd semester she moved to Australia because her VISA was out so i was sad again , not as sad because some of my friends were still there and i still had fun that i finally got to the bottom rock.(i miss them so much...).

In the 9th grade in the first semester i was so shy and ashamed of my scores that i didn't talk to anyone until a few weeks after i got in the class. i was focused so much on my studying because i was falling behind on lessons in the 8th grade so i only had 2 friends in class, and i finally got my grades to go up and i was so happy about the rocketing of my scores (Compared to 8th grade that is)
so now that all the heavy and crying stuff has passed now we're getting to the happy stuff.

As you can see i love to eat.My Favorite food is practically anything grilled. i love salmons and lambs. i also love to read novels and sometimes study when i feel like it. I also like playing the piano, but what i love most is singing it is my way of escaping reality. in 7th grade i practically sing all the time pretending i can't hear the rest of the world.
In school i always love music , linguistics and maths. At least i used to like maths, it just reminds me so much of my old teacher in my hometown when i was in elementary school and it just somehow makes me very sad because i missed my friends my family and even my bullies. And i finally started hating it until 9th grade when i just love solving math problems.

I am currently in X Science 7. There are a lot of very nice people there and with being such an anti-social person that means a lot.i am very hyperactive and bubbly and i am so happy that i am able to write this.and for now that is the second chapter of my life , a new beginning.And that is my Autobiography thank you for reading this but know that this is not the end of the story.

2 comments:

  1. Good Job.. Keep writing Hanif so you improve your skill also. I do love reading your posting it is so natural... tell true of your feeling...

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  2. Thank you miss, me and amanda are writers online so we kinda had a lot of practice before :3

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